elise's space

today

slaveelise — Sat, 22 Jan 2011 01:36:07 +0000

Well I can’t exactly say that anything spectacular happened today. I woke up at 11 something and after Mommy, Daddy, Master got me a bowl of cereal, I went back in the bedroom and called Chan back and yacked at her for a while. After that, I read a bit of lover avenged, the next black Dagger book, and then I promptly went back to sleep where I had a nice dream. In it, Monica was taking me into this bathroom stall where she was going to spank me. That was rather nice, but at one point I kissed her and she was for some reason giving me this gum she had in her mouth and told me not to give it back. Every part of the dream accept for that part was awesome.

When I woke up, I read some of don’t die my love, had some chicken nuggets for dinner, and then Kris asked me if I wanted to meet her boyfriend. I agreed so we called and talked to him for a bit. Then she got sleepy on us so We hung up. I also got more bard books to listen too. Now I’m kind of feeling blah. It’s my tummy and I think it’s because I’m getting ready to get my monthly friend. Oh the joys of that.

Mommhy

slaveelise — Fri, 21 Jan 2011 01:35:02 +0000

For so long I’ve wanted a mommy only to realize something. I’ve had one all along. Last night, or maybe in all truth it was early this morning. I called Daddy Mommy. Well he was dressed up so what was I supposed to do. And you want to know something? It just felt right. Is this starting a whole new part of me? I guess it is. And as far as me wanting a girlfriend? Well where is that going. I guess within time I’ll know but I’m feeling as if maybe I don’t necessarily need one of those either. That however could just be something I’m feeling at this moment. All feelings are subject to change though aren’t they? I mean people’s views can totally change with the drop of a hat when it comes to things that happen in their lives. Ok going for now. Feeling a bit tired.

Today

slaveelise — Thu, 20 Jan 2011 01:36:21 +0000

Today was more of the same with me. More reading and I also talked to Kris. Master and I were going to go to grandma Jean’s but we got there to find that she wasn’t home. So we ended up going to Jersey Mikes which was quite yummy. Then when we got home I got a punishment. Grrrrr. I said the word shit and Master is trying to break me of my bad language habit so here’s what he did. I got soap in the mouth which is a big ick and then five spankings with the paddle. And I was doing so good today too. God at least it was only one bad word. Could you have imagined if it would’ve been five or six or seven. *shudders at the thought because it’s 5 spankings for each word. I also got an email from Monica in response to one I sent her. She sent me a link to a story she wrote that she posted on fictionpress and I emailed her back saying that I liked it. Although I thought it was bdsmy she explained that it wasn’t. I guess I have one of those one track mind type things at times. Doesn’t everybody have that problem on occasion?

Today

slaveelise — Wed, 19 Jan 2011 04:08:23 +0000

Today there really isn’t much to say. All I did today was read, on the PacMate, computer, and digital player, watch Pooh Bear, and then later on took a nap. Sorry so borring but for now that is all.

Today and the things I didn’t mention in my previous post

slaveelise — Tue, 18 Jan 2011 03:04:00 +0000

First let’s start with the things I didn’t mention in my previous post. I meant to mention them, but my mind was so effed that that just didn’t happen. There was an awesome guy at the event named Jasper and I thinkk he and Ashley totally took a liking to each other. He hung out with the two of us quite a bit after the bdsm play upstairs and yeah… WE got into a discussion about religion and he told us he was an athiest, I mentioned not being sure where I fit in, and ashley said she considers herself to be a christian and told this story about praying to God and how after that prayer so many doors opened for her to start her transition. That was kind of cool to hear about that. I’d have to go back and look, but I’m pretty sure I mentioned mine and Ashley’s flirting a bit. I totally can’t believe all that but yeah… I hope I’ll be able to have her come stay the night soon. *grins* Also I wanted to tell you that after the event, I’ve totally just been in this mood where I’ve felt so docile. All about doing what Master says, and things he might want me to do. I just hope this feeling doesn’t up and leave any time soon.

Today was a good day. I got up at 11 something and after a small amount of thinking I got up, fooded Domino and let him outside not in that order, and then I made coffee for Master. Usually when I would ask him if he wanted me to make coffee he’d say he didn’t know and by the time I’d think about getting up and doing it, this was when he was working, there wasn’t time so yeah… I got the coffee put on and then refilled his water glass. Yeah this isn’t much you may say, but it just felt right to do so I did it. After that we sat on the couch cuddling for a bit and then it was shower time. Then afterwords we went to skyline and to the library where Master looked for books on appiture and I just read for a while. Once that was done, we came home where I read some more reading part of lover enshrined. I also talked to Kris and texted a little bit with Monica as well. I also finished raised in slc and have to decide what to read next on the PacMate. Ok going for now.

The catch up

slaveelise — Mon, 17 Jan 2011 02:23:07 +0000

I’ve got a bit to catch up on so I’m not sure how long this entrie’s going to be but here goes nothing. On Thursday I’m pretty sure I mentioned about Monica emailing me and messaging me on zbp so we did that a few times during the day and I also got her cell number and we’ve been texting which has been fun. She also sent me part of a story her friend wrote called wings and so far it’s really good. On Friday, I found out some awesome news. Master and I ended up being able to go to the littles event and that’s when he informed me we would be able to go. So I’m getting all sorts of excited for that to happen and on Saturday it does. I got like four hours of sleep and on Saturday we leave at like 9 and get to the event at like 11 something. We met Daddy Tim’s little girl who’s name ironically enough is Ella. Not to be confused with the other Ella although I do miss that one a lot even though I didn’t know her a super duper lot. So when other people showed up we ended up coloring which was fun, and somehow the party turned from little to kinky and oh yeah. *grins* In between times though we watched a couple of movies as well. It was torture central too at one point while we were playing with Barby’s and Ella and Cybra were put in chairs and plastic wrapped and oh wow. That was all kinds of fun to hear the noises of both girls and guess what? I got to control the vibe while it was being used on certain parts of cybra’s anatomy. *giggles Then Ashley and I got to get a turn both of us plastic wrapped together and oh yeah that was awesome too. I really wish we had some super good headphones though. That would’ve made my experience even better however… Maybe some day I’ll get the chance at that. Mommy Missy dumped water down my shirt a little so maybe it was more like a trickle and you know what?? For using cuss nasty’s I even ended up getting soap in the mouth. OMG that is so totally icky icky icky. Oh and did I mention about being totally girlified and babified by Rachel. Well let me just tell you before I go any further how all that went down. We get to Tim’s see Cybra and Master daddy asked if the girls were there and she said that they were. So Rachel comes down the stairs, and at that point I’m all up in my little mode and then Rachel tapps me and I told her I knew it was her. And the next thing I know she’s walked away and then hollers down to ask if I have any padding and I didn’t even know she was talking to me at the moment Well it turns out that she was. So the next thing I know I end up with Master in the bathroom and he was getting me all nice and changed. Oh the outfit was so totally awesome. The bottom thinggy’s were all kinds of ruffly and the dress was so pretty. Oh I so loved it. That girl definitely knows how to give a girl what she wants even if she doesn’t know it.

Anyways back to well the present I guess you could say. I even got to get spanked by Mommy Missy. Oh it was great great great I want more of those from her. We ended up getting back here at like four:25 in the morning. When we got up we ended up going out to eat and while there. Erica called and asked if we wanted to hang out. We agreed to hang out and so yeah we went to steak and shake and oh yeah that was all kinds of awesome. Then wee ended up back at the house where a play session of sorts was had. My ass is sore, and I got to cum with the hitachi as well. Ok going for now. I have some things I want to do before I head to bed. Bye for now.

feelings

slaveelise — Fri, 14 Jan 2011 00:02:25 +0000

So all day I’ve been feeling all sorts of bubbly. It all started this morning when I woke up to find that I had two emails from Monica and also two voicemails on zone by phone from her as well. I read the emails first and oh fuck yeah. She told me that she’s started a bdsm story and dedicated it to me. That was just wow… So in the second email she sent me what she had of the story and after I read it I responded to her email. After that I checked and responded to her voicemails, and since then I’ve been totally on top of the worle.

Once Master woke up we went to Skyline and then to Panera to just chill. I read and I think he got some writing done. It was all kinds of fun. Now I’m just talking to Kris and hoping to get more things from Monica. That’ll be all kinds of awesome. Ok I’m off for now.

slaveelise — Thu, 13 Jan 2011 03:03:05 +0000

So today I talked to Chris and Deaven, read more of Raised in slc, read more of the burden of proof, talked to Mandy and Chan, and also got on the zone. I know that was one huge run on sentence but that’s really all I did aside from Eating. Oh yeah, and I got to have an orgasm too which was rather nice. It’s my second one of the year this one however unlike the last I was allowed to have.

Blah

slaveelise — Tue, 11 Jan 2011 22:22:26 +0000

No I’m not depressed for those of you who’re wondering. I don’t really feel all that well though. I woke up this morning with that icky drainage going down into my throat and that my dear readers and friends doesn’t feel all that great. When I wke up though I called Kris back, and after we talked a bit she had to go and I read a bit of Raised in slc and then had lunch and read some more after Chris and I talked. I also called FS today about the PacMate battery and I found out that I’m still good on battery life according to them so yeah I’m just going to go by what they said. There’s a part of me that just wants to sleep right now but I think I’ll make an attempt to read some of lover enshrined instead. I started that book in the black dagger brotherhood series before I got the digital player and abruptly stopped it because I was all excited about the player. Well going for now. Going to go rest and read now.

People that care are the greatest

slaveelise — Tue, 11 Jan 2011 02:55:51 +0000

So today I wasn’t doing so great. I felt all kinds of depressed and just wanted to do some not so great things to myself and after talking to Master about my feelings, I was starting to do a little bit better when Kris called me She and I talked first by ourselves and then with Deaven and again by ourselves. It was really nice. I just considered her to be deaven’s friend but she called me which made me feel all kinds of good. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.